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About me .. lets see... I am an avid reader and love writing.... My thirst for reading goes such a long way that I would read the text behind a packet of chips or a pack of OJ. I like watching movies... Although my choice of movies is quite unique. I like the dishhoom-dishoom Jackie Chan Movies to lovey dovey Shahrukh Movies. Can watch anything under the sun including Bhojpuri flicks. I follow a philosophy called Nichiren Daishonin's Buddhism. It's based on the law of cause and effect. However unlike other philosophys it teaches that we can achieve watever we want and we can change our destiny by creating good causes. Something that i really like, something very different and empowering from the otherwise very rigid view of destiny and cause.

Wednesday 26 September 2007

First Love


Pehla Nasha ,Pehla Khumaar....yes u guessed it right First Love

This has been on my mind since a long time but never thought of penning it down let alone blogging it.It's very personal and close to my heart ,may be thats why.
I 'm not talking about some first random crush but First Love.The first feeling of selflessness.If i were to quote one of my friends its the time things became from "me" to "we".

How can I put into words a feeling only a heart understands .It's like giving birth to a baby only the mother understands the joy n the pain. Similiarly only those who've fallen in love will understand . It's a feeling, scientifically may be a rush of certain hormone(i dont know what its called) but actually gives u a high u've never imagined.

It's the first time u see a pretty pink dress in a showroom n you see her in it. Its the first when u hear "truly ,madly, deeply" and for the first time you realize its true meaning.You feel you are in some kind of fairytale. Everytime you blink your eye u think of that person. Everynight u fall asleep you dream of that person in your arms.You dont remeber your life without that person.This is when u know you lost yourself to someone or maybe found who u really are.

It's unforgetful. 'Mystic' could be an easy way to describe this complicating feeling!! It's the first time you start using worlds like "cutiepie", "honey", "love"!!! God they don't seem too cliche any more. It's when you start taking care of the way you look. It's when you know you look good just by looking at that person. It's when you are dull and grey even when your with your friends and the moment that person come into the room your eyes light up, an uncontrollable smile spreads across your face, it's like you have just started breathing, it's like you've just started living.

I could go on and on. However cheesy it may sound " feels like am in love with love".
To conclude .......
Usne baat ki kuch aise dhang se...
Sapne de gaya woh hazaaron rang ke,
Reh jaaon jaise mai haar ke....
Aur choomein,
woh mujhe pyaar se....

Pehla Nasha, Pehla Khumaar.....

2 comments:

  1. Smart that u decided to quite a particular friend on this one :D

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  2. I know whom shez talking about....

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